Hedgehog's Dilemma

Something I wrote today.

Too in need am I
Closeness and friend
The warmth and chatter
Memories to lay and share
Yet withdrawn have I
A hedgehog's dilemma
Press ahead must I
And nothing else to bear
Nothing else can I bear
Time, in need have I
For too much given
My anger and rage receiveth
Not certain, the days to have
Your quiet joy, I in need

"You have made known to me the path of life; you will fill me with joy in your presence, with eternal pleasures at your right hand." Psalm 16:11