Make or break week

This is it then. The make or break week. 3 days left and I'm still on chapter 2 on my SEP. Just managed to bind my mini thesis earlier in the day, and now awaiting an opportunity to send it over to London. Sigh. Can't believe it'll go down to the wire like this. Will be a very long 2 or 3 days. Now am at the airport's T1 Pacific Coffee blogging this down; will be here for the rest of the night till dawn working on my SEP. Hope to be able to finish this chapter tonight and move on to the other chapters like programming and testing later on in the day. Guess tomorrow night (or rather, tonight) I'll be back here again. And maybe Tuesday night, if necessary. Which will mean I'll have to pay overnight shipping charges for this project to reach London on time. Hello caffeine and red bull, goodbye sleep. No choice for me. It shouldn't even have to come to this, but circumstances dictated otherwise. I'm beginning to resent them now. It's now almost 5 months since September that I wasted, being unable to concentrate on my work, all thanks to them. I need a miracle to get this project off the ground and into the air and hit London by the 1st of May.

Still Angry..

It's been like 10 days or so already... Needless to say, I'm still pissed off.. To the point of not talking to them anymore and avoiding all forms of contact or sight. Don't think they ever understood me or how I felt at all, or that the last thing I needed at this point of the school year is to get angry and pissed off.. Don't think they ever will.. Yes, I'm engaged in a cold war.. No prizes for guessing correctly who it's with.. This only strengthened my resolve to move out and get a place of my own asap after I start my working life.. Why can't they ever understand that I'm already stressed and pressured enough, and all they ever do is push me to the brink and beyond... This issue is the last straw... I cannot and will not tolerate any more of this... If I can't finish my work and ship them over on time, I'll really start to hate them... Suffice to say, at that stage they can forget about me going anywhere with them in future..